Current mood:	confused
Current music:	Photograph-Weezer

yeah so I haven't been updating or checking in on my livejournal buddies lives which I kind of regret seeing how some people are having mondo drama and I wasn't there to console them and crap. anyway I have some drama k? listen up if your bored.

okay here we go

• miguel "LIKED" t.
• Sandy tells me t acts like she likes miguel but doesn't.
• I dunno if I trust miguel&t together anymore.
• I love hanging out with must of them seperatly but together I feel so unconfatrable.(spell check I know)
• I fucking hate how t is an attention whore and loves to get attention from A CERTAIN BOY WHO GOES OUT WITH ME!
• Ryan keeps telling me "DUMP HIS ASS".
• T is going over miguels house tommarow. and im left wondering if they will have a makeout session and I will have no idea about it.
• im so confused.
• my parents are total assholes.
• Im not allowed to date right yet im going out with miguel. They found out so I told them we broke up. DUH WE DIDN'T. so now I have to win back there trust in time for december so I can go to New York with miguel ....if im still going out with him.
• I feel like he still likes t. and he's cheated and liked other people while having a relationship before and it didn't turn out so good. I don't want to be that girl who lets her boyfriend walk all over her yet I don't want to overreact.
• ALL MY GUY FRIENDS say im too good for him and we should break up. Im wondering if there right.
• Jalil put it so bluntly as to say "rebekah he's the ugliest shit ive ever seen ,you're a cute girl you deserve a cute guy. You can do so much better. I hate him okay? I hate him."
• to make things worse I haven't been keeping in touch with my bestfriends and I feel like I can't talk to them anymore like I use too.I feel like were so disconnected. Some of my friends im starting to hate too. I need new ones that I can trust. but its so hard finding new AWESOME TRUSTWORTHY LOYAL WON'T TALK SHIT BEHIND YOUR BACK type friends in this fucking school. I mean im an awesome example of how I can say "oh insert your name here your so cool" and then talk shit about you behind your back. Ive done it. and im trying to find people who won't. I doubt that will happen.