you want nothing to do with me

loose

2005-10-21T02:10:09Z

I suck at life.
I miss my old friends =[.
Its like you can only have 2 out of 3 things in highschool.
* good grades//good trascript for college
*boyfriend
* social life

I miss my old social life =[.

=[.

unxcused @ 2005-09-29T21:16:00

2005-09-30T01:16:57Z

single.
and fucking hating it

unxcused @ 2005-09-25T15:46:00

2005-09-25T20:09:25Z

List 20 people you know in NO PARTICULAR ORDER:

1.Kelysha
2.Gabriel
3.Anthony
4.Francesca
5.Terrell
6.Tali
7.Miguel
8.Sarah
9.Michelle
10.Karina
11.Omar
12.Jalil
13.Erika
14.theddy
15.Tommy
16.Eric W.
17.Kiara
18.CADY!!!!!!
19.Michelle R.
20.Ryan

How did you meet 13?
In Ms.Mikels class last year. I sat next to her.

What would you do if you never met 5?
I wouldn't have a shit-talking buddy.

Have you ever liked 3?
I LOVE 3!

Would or did 19 and 8 go out?
Michelle doesn't swing that way.
but I dunno about Sarah......
j/k
.
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know?
Im tired of all the shit and I wanna act like were friends agian.

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
NO R.KELLY!
gabriels only 9 yrs old.

Describe 7 in 3 words:
selfish.caring.sexually charged.

Would 1 and 17 ever go out?
no
no
and no.

What do you think when you see 8?
bitch.

Something humiliating about 11.
he had this white pimple on his lip this one time ,it was hilarious and he couldn't stop touching it.

Do you know any of 6's family members?
yes

What's 20's favorite color?
probally army green.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
10! I<3theddy!

What would you do if 15 just professed their undying love for you?
id say thank you and kiss him on the check. Then tell him I don't feel the same.

What language does 19 speak?
english and maybe hebrew cause she's jewish but I dunno.

Who is 8 going out with?
nobody.

Does 2 have any siblings?
me.

Would you ever date 7?
lmfao.
nooooooooo NEVER IN MY LIFE!

Is 18 single?
no she's my lover.

What is 10's fantasy?
to go out with David.

What school does 16 go to?
Everglades High School.

Where does 9 live?
dunno.

If you did not know 6 and saw him/her walking down the street what would you think?
attention whore.

How did you meet 4?
In algebra class last year. I liked her shirt and decided she was cool so I started to try to speak to her.

What grade is 17 in?
ninth

Would you make out with 9?
If I was dared too but not out of the blue.

When was the last time you talked to 12?
yesterday

What is 3's favorite band?
offspring,
NIGGA!

haha fun quiz tanks francesca.

im going to buy a gun and start a war if you can tell me something worth fighting for.

2005-09-18T23:29:45Z

don't you just hate hypocrites?.

oh wait that means I hate myself.stfu!

regal was fucking awesome.and who wants to come with me to the mall next week? I seriously am in need of some new shoes. red&green&torquiose. I think im on the verge of a shoe addiction.all well.

REBEKAHS LIST OF ADDICTIONS:

1. dentyne ice spearmint flavor.

2. my ipod mini!

3. abercrombie&fitch.

4. boca raton towncenter.

5. those cute boys who make you slit your wrists. haha I made up an emo song!

anyways

yesterday was lovely as well. I went to the mall with my foofoo and we held hands and looked positivly cute together if I may say so myself. I feel sorry for those hoes who don't have an awesome boyfriend your missing out. and I feel sorry for those certain boys who don't have boyfriends either youknowwhoyouare.

TODAY IS HOMEWORK SUNDAY P.JAY DAY STFU I LOVE MY PJ DAYS!

unxcused @ 2005-09-03T19:07:00

2005-09-03T23:11:08Z

decided im ditching some of my friends for good. They aren't worth my time anymore.

BOYS SUX! I miss mine :(

woo looking for new friends to replace the old ugly ones next week.can't wait.

unxcused @ 2005-08-26T22:30:00

2005-08-27T02:41:44Z

yeah so I haven't been updating or checking in on my livejournal buddies lives which I kind of regret seeing how some people are having mondo drama and I wasn't there to console them and crap. anyway I have some drama k? listen up if your bored.

okay here we go

miguel "LIKED" t.
Sandy tells me t acts like she likes miguel but doesn't.
I dunno if I trust miguel&t together anymore.
I love hanging out with must of them seperatly but together I feel so unconfatrable.(spell check I know)
I fucking hate how t is an attention whore and loves to get attention from A CERTAIN BOY WHO GOES OUT WITH ME!
Ryan keeps telling me "DUMP HIS ASS".
T is going over miguels house tommarow. and im left wondering if they will have a makeout session and I will have no idea about it.
im so confused.
my parents are total assholes.
Im not allowed to date right yet im going out with miguel. They found out so I told them we broke up. DUH WE DIDN'T. so now I have to win back there trust in time for december so I can go to New York with miguel ....if im still going out with him.
I feel like he still likes t. and he's cheated and liked other people while having a relationship before and it didn't turn out so good. I don't want to be that girl who lets her boyfriend walk all over her yet I don't want to overreact.
ALL MY GUY FRIENDS say im too good for him and we should break up. Im wondering if there right.
Jalil put it so bluntly as to say "rebekah he's the ugliest shit ive ever seen ,you're a cute girl you deserve a cute guy. You can do so much better. I hate him okay? I hate him."
to make things worse I haven't been keeping in touch with my bestfriends and I feel like I can't talk to them anymore like I use too.I feel like were so disconnected. Some of my friends im starting to hate too. I need new ones that I can trust. but its so hard finding new AWESOME TRUSTWORTHY LOYAL WON'T TALK SHIT BEHIND YOUR BACK type friends in this fucking school. I mean im an awesome example of how I can say "oh insert your name here your so cool" and then talk shit about you behind your back. Ive done it. and im trying to find people who won't. I doubt that will happen.

unxcused @ 2005-08-11T17:27:00

2005-08-11T21:28:16Z

dear erika,

I EFFING LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I EFFING HATE YOU CAUSE YOUR MOVING.

but ill always <3.

in honor of the first day of school I will do a random survey.

2005-08-09T00:28:18Z

I N F O R M A T I O N
NaMe: RebekAH GORbeA
SiNGLe oR TaKeN: taken
Sex: vagina
Birthday: augest 1st
Sign: leo RAWR
Siblings: 1 brother

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Who are your best friends? I have alot and I have some people who think im there bestfriend and I will be polite and not post names.
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
iF So wHOo?: Miguel Vasquez

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favorite place to shop: ABERCROMBIE&FITCH
Any tattoos or piercings: noooo

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?: HELLNAH sXe
What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't remeber.lol
What are you most afraid of?: the dark,dying
What are you listening to right now?: THe Postal service
Who is the last person that called you?: Ryan
Where do you want to get married?: Rome,Italy
How many buddies are online right now?: 29

F A V O R I T E S
Color: Red,Yellow,Purple
Food: im the cookie monsters daughter
Subjects in school: lunch! yummy yum yum
Animals: kitty!

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?:no.......EW
Smoked?: sXe
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: yes
Skinny dipped?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Cried when someone died?: UH YEAH
Lied: yes
Fallen for your best friend?: no maybe......wait.....no
Been rejected?: uh duh
Rejected someone?: mhmmmm
Used someone?: no.
Done something you regret?: uh YEAH

L A S T | P E R S O N
hugged: Miguel no......Stephanie.....no that azian kid.......STEPHANIE! yeah it was stephanie
You imed: KELYSHA SAYS
You yelled at: mommy dearest
You kissed: Miguel

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: duh.
Random: dunno.
Hungry: no thank you im on a diet.
Smart: I hope I am I got honors classes.
Moody: defnitley
Organized: HELLNNNNNNNNNNYES
Shy: yes in deedy
Difficult: yes
Attractive: I hope.
Bored easily:yeah I have a minor case of A.D.D
Responsible:I suppose
Obsessed: with?
Angry: yeah it scares me how angry I get.
Sad: not now.
Happy:yesssss
Hyper: yesssss
Trusting: yessss

W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A
Kill: none of your buiessnessssss
Slap: mommy dearest
Get really wasted with?: uh NOBODY sXe
Get high with: UH NOBODY sXe
Sex it up with: tee hee

W H O
Makes you laugh the most: Tali&Tommy&random people who look funny
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Miguel
Could you see yourself living with in the future:nobody

N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
Of hearts I have broken: 4
Of girls I've kissed:nobody yet
Of CD's I own: ALOT
Of things that I regret: too many

--IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: no
* Done laundry: no
* Driven a car: no
* Talked on the phone: yes

-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
* Yourself: nooo HOE
* Santa Claus: why would I believe in some fat dude who eats all my cookies :(
* Destiny/Fate: yes
* Ghosts: yes
* God: yes

=RANDOM QUESTIONS=
What's on your bedside table? alot of crap
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Its A Wonderful Life
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you get done? boob job. I don't like my small boobiess!
Do you know anyone famous? nope.
Describe your bed: its pretty.
Spontaneous or plan? PLAN
Do you know how to play poker? uh NO
What do you carry with you at all times? a scrunchie

shut up im bored

2005-06-26T01:13:00Z

WOULD U?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() kiss me?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() let me drive you somewhere
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink?
() let me buy you a drink?
() take me home for the night?
() would you let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car kareoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() give me a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
() Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
() lick my cheek?
() listen to billy idol with me?
() dance with me?
() let me make you breakfast?
() help me with homework?
() tickle me to death?
() let me tickle you?
() stick up for me if i was being put down?
() say yes if i asked you out?
() let me wear your pants?
() borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
() let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
() get wasted with me?
() instant message me?
() greet me in public?
() hang out with me?
() bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
() think im cute?
() think im hot?
() want to kiss me?
() want to cuddle wit me?
() want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
() aquintences?
() friends?
() in a relationship?
() gonna have kids?

AM i...
() smart?
() cute?
() funny?
() cool?
() loveable?
() adorable?
() compassionate?
() annoying?
() great to be with?
() attractive?
() mean?
() odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
() thought about me?
() thought there might be an "us"?
() thought about hookin up with me?
() found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
() wished i were there?
() grabbed me?
() had a crush on me?
() idolized me?
() wanted my number?
() had a dream about me?
() been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
() done with this survey?
() happy you know me?
() mad at me?
() thinkin bout me?
() going to put this in your journal?

unxcused @ 2005-05-29T21:45:00

2005-05-30T01:48:00Z

I want you to comment ethier a

- confession

- what you truly think about me

- a aplogy

-a story

- or anything you want

DO IT ANNOYMOUSLY

friends only

2005-05-28T14:51:33Z

yeah no pictures.

unxcused @ 2005-03-22T17:35:00

2005-03-22T22:45:28Z

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